tomorrow, i start my senior year of highschool.
ive made it three years, so im confident i can make it one more year.
though senior year promises many stressful nights, it also promises many good times.
so maybe the good will outdo the bad. im already stressed! but what do you expect, ive always been a worrier. these days anything from, what im going to eat to where im going to college, stresses me out.

oh geez, even just talking about this is making it a little harder for me to breathe.
lets move on.

dear summer,
some would say it was a shame that you had to end on such a rainy day, but to me, the rain just helped me adjust to what is to come. as i was driving home today, i couldn't help but slide back into my old skin, and i kinda of missed it. i kept having all these memories of last year. so much went on before you came. first with michael and that big fiasco; its so hard to believe that was last year, it feels like ages ago. everything in between there seems like such a blur, i only vaguely remember meeting barrett (ugh, it sounds like my life revolves around stupid boys), it seems so much longer than 6 months. of course you, summer, have seen me grow in ways i never thought i'd grow. thank God, for people who love you for everything you are and everything you want to be. i miss you already. see you in nine months.

love,
mk