what do i say to you today?
(better yet, who the heck are you?)

its a new year!

i know the difference between right and wrong.
and contrary to popular believe...
i usually know if whatever i may be doing at that time and point is right or wrong.
theres something missing in the equation.
time.
the time before i do whatever i may be doing.
the time, which should be used to stop, and think.
in other words-i do things in impulse.

i do not consider any other people.
i do not consider the near future. (usually ill work the distant future into the picture. and this...THIS thought process is probably not the best one for me to be having, because you see...i cannot see the future)
i only consider myself. (and that wont be the first time ive admitted to being selfish, in fact, ill just add it to the list)

dont get me wrong.
i LOVE doing things for other people.
seriously.
(not that i dont enjoy a good gift every once in a while)

if i say something.
its probably a good idea to respond.
if not, ill keep repeating it until i get a response.
not sure why i do this.

im a different girl.

im in constant competitions.
with other people.
with myself.

i run away from things so i dont have to face them.

this is me, this is how i work.

im sorry.
its hard to change.

Con Amore,
mk