im finally back.
life has um, been interesting. to say the least.
1.Christmas
2.Break
3.Back to School.
Christmas was really fun. I wish i was still young. I wish i could still stay up all night, hoping to hear santa on the roof. I wish the first thought that came to my head before i opened my presents was the simple prayer i said every Christmas " Dear Jesus, Thank you so much for this day, thank you for coming to save me. Amen", thats how it used to be. I pray for the old times.
Break. I went to dallas the first week of break, that was really fun. Just hanging out with my cousins and shopping. Then went back home for Christmas, then the next week we had a tournament. That wasnt so exciting. But im glad we played in it.
Im so thankful for the people in my life. Whether they want to be or not. I love them. Thats all i want/need to do. Love them.
School started back. That wasnt so fun. Wow. Things happened. Now ive just got to let them blow over. I want things back to normal. It was better that way.
"We had some random things happen to us; some good, some bad, some u can't explain, some u dont want to, but one thing we did learn for sure...when God throws a curveball...dont duck...u just might miss something."
Ive got some apologizing to do. For whoever read my rant about girls. Im sorry im a hypocrite. Im sorry i have the exact same self-esteem issues, maybe more.
like i said, ive got good people in my life. people that are friend enough to sit me down, and tell me the truth. im glad for that. im very blessed.
ive got some more growing to do. i always thought i was so "grown up", man, i was a fool. im excited for the new start though. im excited to grow. im excited to get real with myself and real with God. its the only way.
im still praying about hawaii, prayers are needed.
not much here. i jumped around alot. i just wanted to get things out there.
ill be back.
mk