hm where to begin. i might as well start like i always do. with nothing imparticular to talk about and see where i go from there.

finals are over. i could have done better, i should have done better. sometimes all that stress gets to me and im just like, whatever i just want this over with.

im at a frustrating point in my relationship with Christ these days. i know how it should be (my walk), i know how i want it to be, i know how it used to be...but im just to lazy to do anything about it. im such a frustrating person.

hawaii vs. home. the subject of so many of my conversations lately. i talked to mom (or tryed too) about hawaii and she wasnt to thrilled. she kept coming up with excuses..." you have to work here", "i dont have the money", "they arent gonna be able to just babysit you while your there"...
its so very frustrating. right now, i think im just gonna have to trust God and know that whatever happens, happens and itll all work out.

im so ready for a very long vacation.

im leaving for dallas tomorrow. im not sure how all thats gonna go. i have a crazy family (step-family) and my dads not gonna be there. its really annoying sometimes.
it will be alright though, i know it will.

things are getting complicated again. i think i just need to take it easy and try not to worry so much. im such a silly girl sometimes. things will work out. even if its not the way i want it too.

i still need to work on somethings in my life. im just gonna try to take it day by day.

-MK

sorry this wasnt very exciting. its 2 am. give me a break. ill be back soon.