ooo goodness. life.
i cant say i have anything to ramble about. but im sure it will come to me after i start, like it always does.
thanksgiving break is over. it was great. i just sat around, hung out with people, and crud. im so excited about Christmas break. its just around the corner. we just have to get past these finals and junk.
ive been ignoring this for so long. its frustrating when you keep pushing away from Him (not necessarily on purpose) but He keeps trying to draw you closer. its like a constant struggle between God and self. i want so badly to be close to Him again, it was a beautiful time. its a shame im so selfish i cant make any effort. here i am...just sitting around. hoping tomorrow will go better than the today. i have no idea why i do this. i mean is it a struggle for everybody?
ill get back to You.
this world is not my home. and frankly im kinda getting tired of it.
i guess i should make the best of it right. im only here for a short time.
its so confusing. this isnt our home, but we are put here to spread Gods word and His love. its like we are in a foreign land i guess. its a shame we have become accoustom (sp?) to this world. we have conformed to it. i have.
im just like everyother 15-16 year old girl...
ill post more later. bed time.
-mk