
its been a long time, once again.
life has been good, ive been stressed though.
but still, God is good, so my days have just been happier.
theres beauty in everything these days, in everyone.
last weekend.
friday-hung out at home. pretty boring. but its was good just to relax
saturday-woke up early, went golfing (with adam, alex, luke, davis, brooke, and jessica), then me and brooke came home, got all dolled up, then went to eat and a to hannahs play. it was amazing. inspiring. i wish i wouldnt have quit dance, in kindergarten.
sunday-me and brooke woke up, and went to church. then came back home, chilled and ate. then we took brooke home. so i came home, and slept. lol.
im so ready for school to be out. well at least Christmas. its not that far away. i can already feel it. cold on the outside, but safe and warm on the inside.
God is good to me, to good. He excepts what i do, even when its not my best. Ive been reading my Bible every night...doing the whole devotional thing. But im still not as close to Him as i could be. in the past, i have been so much closer, i could feel the Holy Spirit. i knew He was there. im not saying He isnt there right now, i just havent been open enough. i havent been talking and listening to God. its basic sunday school, remember, how do we get to know our friends?...by talking to them, and spending time with them. so i guess thats all i need to do. its just like, the difference between knowing Gods word, knowing who He is, and knowing Him personally.
i miss that personal level. that comfort.
My attitude is terrible. Not towards everything. Me and my parents are happy, im just trying to please them, and make them happy. My friends and I are good. Im lucky they put up with me, and my sarcasim, rudeness, and bluntness. Im blessed. I still need to show Christ loves though. I want to so badly. Sometimes its just a matter of me thinking before i speak. I just need to be nice! Its hard. My friendships are growing, and like i said, im blessed to have people in my life that support me, like my friends do.
I still dont know about Hawaii. I was leaning towards hawaii, but now im leaning towards staying. I dont want to miss these people. I dont want to miss my first summer driving. I dont want life to keep going here without me. Or maybe i do. Hawaii would be amazing. I dont want to let an opportunity like this go by. Im still praying about it. Still.
Con Amore,
MK