obvioulsy, today hasnt been the greatest day. if i wasnt such a jealous person, i think things would go alot smoother. if i didnt crave attention (like every other teenage girl), i think things would go alot smoother. i just wanted a smile, i just wanted someone to want to actually talk to me. yes, i know its bad that i think i need these things to feel good about myself. i know i dont.
my feelings have just been hurt lately. why cant i be a priority in someones life? i mean, i get all pumped up to go to a friends house, and then they say i cant because there boyfriend is over. then i just try to hold a conversation with someone, and they walk away to go flirt with a boy. i get all excited to go to a game with someone, but i cant, because they decided another person would be more fun. it just hurts me.
i know, God says " I will never leave you ,nor forsake you"
but what am i supposed to do, walk around bymyself, and read my Bible. i cant do anything about people not wanting to be around me, or i guess, me not being important enough for them. i cant do anything.
i guess thats there problem. God made me. Im significant. He has an amazing plan for me, and if these people dont want to be included in it. Thats there dicision to make.