
hmm.
music makes me happy.
interesting stuff has happened the past few days.
tuesday-got home. dad was in a bad mood. asked him to take me to my moms to get stuff from her house, so we went. in the car, basically, just got yelled at about what a bad mother i have. i was soo upset. i love my dad, and i love my mom. dont make me choose. my dad wants me to stay with him full time. its not fair. "lifes not fair" i pray i give my kids the family i never had a chance to have.
wednesday-school. basketball. then lindsey bland picked me,alex, and cara up to go hang out with her. shes amazing. then church. amazing, as well. i havent been doing my devos lately. its not a good thing. life could be better, if only. i want it to be easy. but He never said it would be easy, just that He would always be there helping us along.
currently. i want to drive. anywhere...across the parking lot, across the street, across the city, across the state, across the country. anywhere. as long as the musics loud and the windows are down.
why cant life be as simple as music?
dear God,
im still here. dont worry. ive been gone way to long. hold me closer.
-MK